my werdz left unsaid
i lay here at one corner in the dark, my bed'z unmade
i tried to open my mouth and let the werdz come out
and let the ground open for free flow
i swear to you at the bottom of my heart you're good and i do love you
but the one i love left me dissin and pissed
cuz i broke his sweet little heart up and about
i waz slapped wif hiz werdz cuz he'z hurt and i feel real low
in diz corner, i feel like shit
im so sorry, i am being such a bitch
im feelin the cruelty creepin up
when i broke up wif him, i thought of him
when i took my 'O's i thought of him
when i got a job, i thought of him
when i got my O level result i thought of him
when im admitted to a new school, i thought of him
when an e-mail wif his name on it usin the Net to search for me
i feel so bad cuz now i still think of him
the empty timez i've wasted
the ultimate im sure i've tasted
now im tastin diz shit
i've pushed him outta my way, imma bitch, im busted
cryin like a freakin sicko
even my bestfren wouldnt give me a hicky
now im seeing diz and im learnin from it
all diz im given iz just a little bit
in diz blank space
i lay my thoughts in a length casket
my werdz left unsaid
my gut got fascade
my thoughts well-said
swear to me, a one time oath
say a prayer to the One above
to the one you care
cuz the dead changin the dove
your heart's empty so wadz there to shove?
you're burnin verbal rain
im left to rot and die in pain
im pickin up my game
once again, in diz confined place
wif so many people to face
the incoherent miasma in the air
conspicous defiance dat i wud share
in diz contemplated feelingz of anger
no rule, no believes in lovin tender
fuck the feel of the love'z sender
rite from the top
hatin the mushy vociferationz dat wouldnt stop
a new country will be born on the map
the world of contentment

diz song is dedicated to my ex-bf? i think...Haha...Damn it...Love Suckz