WOOOOOOO!!!!
How do you feel when you work in a nite club and you heard 2 gas cylinders fall to the ground from the bar storeroom and when you went in the storeroom to check it out, 2 full heavy metal gas cylinders fall to the ground and noone was there?
The things that you started to ask yourself are:
1) How the hell do 2 fucking heavy gas cylinders fall when the last time I put them, they were left intact on the ground?
2) Why isnt anybody in here? Who's the culprit?
3) If there are mice in this store, how could they possible run down such humongous metal things which I personally struggle to carry? It's impossible.
As you put the cylinders back in its place, making sure that they stood firmly on the ground, suddenly you felt the hair at the back of your neck stood so straight that if you put an inflated balloon there, it will burst. The chill running up and down your spine as you thought that there are supernatural ability that might exist in that room started filling your cool calm collected mind.
The first thing that you do when you started to feel very scared at that moment of time when you were alone in that storeroom knowing that the culprit might be in that room that you dont wanna wish to meet: RUN FOR YOUR FUCKIN' LIFE, right?
That's what I did. Was pretty spooked by the experience and imagine that in order for you to enter or leave the stupid room, you have to tap your admin card so as to unlock the blardie door..damn i was shivering at that split second i felt like screaming and just die there! what if the door refuse to open??!! I'd be blasted! Now I defined the storeroom an eerie place to be in alone..damn..i was so scared out of my wits! The apparational feeling was overbearing and I felt like crying even though you know and i also know that I didnt see anything in particular..but damn! The feeling itself could really kill YOU! The time when your imaginations started to run really wild and thinking of all the possibilities that might happen (at a time like this, still got time to think up of the ominous?!! Haiz!). It was abhorrent! Geez.. I hate this kind of feeling that I wont be able to get over it immediately you knoe..it leaves a huge impact and it'll take a great deal of courage for me to switch off the lights everynight until i finally got over the heinous frame of mind.it's physcological..i dunno..juz seems weird..
all these has brought me a few memories back in secondary school..let me list a few experiences
1) Guides camp...i remember these 4 loyal respectful girls who came up with me to the uncanny 4th floor at the middle of the night to retrieve all the hps that i kindly helped to keep- Radiah (I still remember how she freaked out), Fas (still remember how nice she is to stay by my side and never leave me alone even from the cries from Rad to run), Maznah (who juz didnt even bother to wait up for us) and last but not least my dearest friend, Liana (I still remember how she screamed at the freaked Rad to stay calm and not panic). I always love Liana..harhar!
2) Commendation Day: Joanna, Mazy and Ilyana was with me when we saw 2 undistinguished men from the top floor of the school building looking down at us and they werent moving. We were at the school field doing God knows what! Taking pictures of ourselves like crazy because we just ended our stoopid commendation day at that day..I still remember how at that moment of time at that second we were arguing if we see 2 of them or only 1. Thinking abt it, it was funny why can have the guts to fight among ourselves abt those things and not leaving that place. I can even talk to my father on the phone while looking up some more! The ghost(s) [apparently 2 or us claimed that we saw 2 men while the other say she saw 1 and the other one..i didnt even think she saw any!] might be cursing us up there for being totally stupid and not scared. hahahaha!
3) Guides Camp: We were at the long jump pit having our campfire night. I was the cool leader overlooking the activities when my eyes darted to the school building at the top floor and saw a shape of a woman. I went over to the enjoyed-lil Fas (while im still calm but God knows how i felt deep inside) and asked her to look to confirm and she was like, "Astargfirlah!" under her breath. Then we called Liana to see.Damn she saw it too. We dared not to tell Rad as she might freak again. haha! Sorry Rad! We love you so much we dont want to worry you too much...hehe!
That was the time man..at least i have my friends right beside me and I feel damn secured..but last night, I was alone! In the storeroom! Damn.. I hate to feel this way..i gotta stop..
The things that you started to ask yourself are:
1) How the hell do 2 fucking heavy gas cylinders fall when the last time I put them, they were left intact on the ground?
2) Why isnt anybody in here? Who's the culprit?
3) If there are mice in this store, how could they possible run down such humongous metal things which I personally struggle to carry? It's impossible.
As you put the cylinders back in its place, making sure that they stood firmly on the ground, suddenly you felt the hair at the back of your neck stood so straight that if you put an inflated balloon there, it will burst. The chill running up and down your spine as you thought that there are supernatural ability that might exist in that room started filling your cool calm collected mind.
The first thing that you do when you started to feel very scared at that moment of time when you were alone in that storeroom knowing that the culprit might be in that room that you dont wanna wish to meet: RUN FOR YOUR FUCKIN' LIFE, right?
That's what I did. Was pretty spooked by the experience and imagine that in order for you to enter or leave the stupid room, you have to tap your admin card so as to unlock the blardie door..damn i was shivering at that split second i felt like screaming and just die there! what if the door refuse to open??!! I'd be blasted! Now I defined the storeroom an eerie place to be in alone..damn..i was so scared out of my wits! The apparational feeling was overbearing and I felt like crying even though you know and i also know that I didnt see anything in particular..but damn! The feeling itself could really kill YOU! The time when your imaginations started to run really wild and thinking of all the possibilities that might happen (at a time like this, still got time to think up of the ominous?!! Haiz!). It was abhorrent! Geez.. I hate this kind of feeling that I wont be able to get over it immediately you knoe..it leaves a huge impact and it'll take a great deal of courage for me to switch off the lights everynight until i finally got over the heinous frame of mind.it's physcological..i dunno..juz seems weird..
all these has brought me a few memories back in secondary school..let me list a few experiences
1) Guides camp...i remember these 4 loyal respectful girls who came up with me to the uncanny 4th floor at the middle of the night to retrieve all the hps that i kindly helped to keep- Radiah (I still remember how she freaked out), Fas (still remember how nice she is to stay by my side and never leave me alone even from the cries from Rad to run), Maznah (who juz didnt even bother to wait up for us) and last but not least my dearest friend, Liana (I still remember how she screamed at the freaked Rad to stay calm and not panic). I always love Liana..harhar!
2) Commendation Day: Joanna, Mazy and Ilyana was with me when we saw 2 undistinguished men from the top floor of the school building looking down at us and they werent moving. We were at the school field doing God knows what! Taking pictures of ourselves like crazy because we just ended our stoopid commendation day at that day..I still remember how at that moment of time at that second we were arguing if we see 2 of them or only 1. Thinking abt it, it was funny why can have the guts to fight among ourselves abt those things and not leaving that place. I can even talk to my father on the phone while looking up some more! The ghost(s) [apparently 2 or us claimed that we saw 2 men while the other say she saw 1 and the other one..i didnt even think she saw any!] might be cursing us up there for being totally stupid and not scared. hahahaha!
3) Guides Camp: We were at the long jump pit having our campfire night. I was the cool leader overlooking the activities when my eyes darted to the school building at the top floor and saw a shape of a woman. I went over to the enjoyed-lil Fas (while im still calm but God knows how i felt deep inside) and asked her to look to confirm and she was like, "Astargfirlah!" under her breath. Then we called Liana to see.Damn she saw it too. We dared not to tell Rad as she might freak again. haha! Sorry Rad! We love you so much we dont want to worry you too much...hehe!
That was the time man..at least i have my friends right beside me and I feel damn secured..but last night, I was alone! In the storeroom! Damn.. I hate to feel this way..i gotta stop..
15:08
monyet
he's gonna b mad wen he sees this but who cares?!! hahahahaha!!!
09:09
berok
09:07
aqim
09:06
Manipulated
The last recall of a manifore,
I drunk my ass off thinking about wad u did to me before,
you have brought me to love you some more
and im crazy over you really hard to the core
why am i feeling this way about you?
why do you have to hug me too?
why do you have to put your muscular arms around me?
and put me in question, why dont u let me be?
my emotions have been beguiled,
and wad i tink of u have been exaggerated
love me or hate me, i cant give you hatred
and it seems that God, we're not fated
Man, damn this feeling
Damn, im never so petty
damn im too weak for this
damn you for cheating me at the least
im pissed
fuck u and ur great bod
fuck u and ur tanned skin
fuck u and ur pretty boy face
fuck u and ur brilliant irresistable smile
i feel so neglected and just wanna break down and cry
i wanna get over u and guess what? I'll try..
I drunk my ass off thinking about wad u did to me before,
you have brought me to love you some more
and im crazy over you really hard to the core
why am i feeling this way about you?
why do you have to hug me too?
why do you have to put your muscular arms around me?
and put me in question, why dont u let me be?
my emotions have been beguiled,
and wad i tink of u have been exaggerated
love me or hate me, i cant give you hatred
and it seems that God, we're not fated
Man, damn this feeling
Damn, im never so petty
damn im too weak for this
damn you for cheating me at the least
im pissed
fuck u and ur great bod
fuck u and ur tanned skin
fuck u and ur pretty boy face
fuck u and ur brilliant irresistable smile
i feel so neglected and just wanna break down and cry
i wanna get over u and guess what? I'll try..
19:28
NUS HipHop INC2
I got a lil rhyme up in my head but since i haf not updated this blog for eons i might wanna talk first..test week is like wad tomorrow? and goddamn i never study coz i feel i dont need to and just because i dun give a fuck abt studies doesnt mean i haf to put up wif u ppl naggin at me to study for my tests.thanks very much.i appreciate ur concern.but im through wif ppl tinkin im juz some typical malay gurl who is an idiot in studies.man,im damned.YOU THINK ALL MALAYS ARE STUPID?!! its not my style to be studyin like crap.I never like school anyways. the reason why u still see me in school is becoz of u. came by juz to see u la..if i got anything better to do!stupid..now who's the stupid one.me again?
Now lets stop this bullshit.NUS Kent Ridge Hall Bash party was held on the 18th of Feb and the more i see these bunch of impertinent heps partyin in Rouge all the time, the more i have second thoughts of continuing my university days in singapore. wad a bunch of road blocks! i would never want to party with them. they're like a virgin drinker ya know..like an instinctive juvenile who seldoms party with party animals..So unjaded.MUAHAHA! But their HipHop INC2 (Hiphop Incubation Incorporation) group is soooo cool! their dance moves really blown me away..except that their girl dancers were all pretty skinny but the popping was like WHOA!! Me and Epit were jumping and moshing..i mean the Island bar was like a moshpit..we made it like its our own personal 'Staff Only' moshpit. hahaha! And they invited this guy from uh..damn i forgot from where, was it Korea or is it Taiwan..ahh watever la from some chinese country..he boomboxed! damn he's fucking good.i mean like really FUCKING GOOD!! He can put beats and chorus at once and it sounds like real spin.Fatalism in a pernicious attribute!
Now lets stop this bullshit.NUS Kent Ridge Hall Bash party was held on the 18th of Feb and the more i see these bunch of impertinent heps partyin in Rouge all the time, the more i have second thoughts of continuing my university days in singapore. wad a bunch of road blocks! i would never want to party with them. they're like a virgin drinker ya know..like an instinctive juvenile who seldoms party with party animals..So unjaded.MUAHAHA! But their HipHop INC2 (Hiphop Incubation Incorporation) group is soooo cool! their dance moves really blown me away..except that their girl dancers were all pretty skinny but the popping was like WHOA!! Me and Epit were jumping and moshing..i mean the Island bar was like a moshpit..we made it like its our own personal 'Staff Only' moshpit. hahaha! And they invited this guy from uh..damn i forgot from where, was it Korea or is it Taiwan..ahh watever la from some chinese country..he boomboxed! damn he's fucking good.i mean like really FUCKING GOOD!! He can put beats and chorus at once and it sounds like real spin.Fatalism in a pernicious attribute!
18:39
Sujo 002
18:04
Laughter Is The Best Medicine
Working these days were awesome! Pretty cool...During my recovery from depression of school and home stress, working at Rouge has never been better..it's the best! Lifting up my low-spirited 'no-social' lifestyle, working at Peranakan Place would be the best social activity arena for a working staff there..Was feeling really sick from school stress and forced myself with my free-flow running nose, to work..Always think about the money...Sigh..anyway, was pretty sick and used up 50 sheets of tissue paper for one night..Bought Winnie The Pooh 40 pieces per packet at Cold Storage..Yesterday, feeling rather feverish. Nose block.Went to werk.Again. Graham was concerned. Kept asking me if i'm ok. I was pretty fed-up with him.Told him to shut up but he really cracks me up when he's around.Gosh!Disturbed Vidya to be one of Micheal Jackson's sister..WAHAHA!! Rouge hooked me up to relief one of the bartenders urgently.Pretty busy and hectic night.One bartender MIA for hours. Dont know what happened to him.One customer ordered 1 pint Hoe garden.Went to the tab to get the beer. Tab pulled and all foam no liquid.Fuck it.I hate changing beer barrels.Went to the storeroom alone.Big ego.Big mistake. Couldnt carry the barrel alone.But stubbornly drag the damn metal to the bar.Panting like nobody's business.Epit came over and pinched my cheek. "Cannot carry dont want to ask for help!" He carried the barrel to the tab.I twist the pipe but it got stuck.Put my leg on top of the barrel to pull it free but the corpulent promontory barrel was intractable. Ace slapped my butt. Embittered by my dumb correspondence and said, "This barrel needs an expert to do." He pulled the pipe but it still stuck..HAHA! Paiseh sial. After 3 men werk,it finally came off.Hoe garden is finally able to be served.
Goin home time.the 0430 transport not Abg Rosli but a different driver.he did not know our home.so asked Kak Hannah, "U Kak Ros is it?" I screamed in laughter. Who sia Kak Ros? cibai.Kak hannah turned to see any woman behind her, she looked at me, turned back and laughed. "Kak Hannah." she said. "Oh yes,yes! Kak hannah..you know where everybody staying rite?Later will you show me the way?" he said ar.Kak hannah juz nodded. She turned to us, "Ok children..We are going for excursion please board the bus. Find a seat whichever is comfortable.Sit anywhere you like." Funny sia.We board the bus.Giggling and laughing.
"Ok children..diz is the highway.later u will be seeing the CTE, BKE and SLE. ok?" Kak Hannah maintained her cool sial as a teacher. fuck. Then Gobi sat here and there. Kak hannah turned to him and say, "Gobi,not comfortable is it?Cannot find comfortable seat?You must not walk ard in the bus.Later you terpelanting. How?" Then Edwin put up his hand, "Cheecher!Cheecher! What is terpelanting?"Wahlau! Cannot tahan already. Nabey! So Funny! Next Edwin put up his hand again, "Cheecher! Cheecher! I urgent!" The whole bus laugh sia!! Kak Hannah stil kept her cool as a teacher. "You got plastic?" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! FUCKING SHIT!!! SHE'S SO FUNNYYYYYY!!!Man...Love werking..Love rhyming..Where's my bestfriend JOANNA JOHAN..what is happening? Wad the hell has beem happening? Where's my bestfriend? I miss her..and i miss me too.
Goin home time.the 0430 transport not Abg Rosli but a different driver.he did not know our home.so asked Kak Hannah, "U Kak Ros is it?" I screamed in laughter. Who sia Kak Ros? cibai.Kak hannah turned to see any woman behind her, she looked at me, turned back and laughed. "Kak Hannah." she said. "Oh yes,yes! Kak hannah..you know where everybody staying rite?Later will you show me the way?" he said ar.Kak hannah juz nodded. She turned to us, "Ok children..We are going for excursion please board the bus. Find a seat whichever is comfortable.Sit anywhere you like." Funny sia.We board the bus.Giggling and laughing.
"Ok children..diz is the highway.later u will be seeing the CTE, BKE and SLE. ok?" Kak Hannah maintained her cool sial as a teacher. fuck. Then Gobi sat here and there. Kak hannah turned to him and say, "Gobi,not comfortable is it?Cannot find comfortable seat?You must not walk ard in the bus.Later you terpelanting. How?" Then Edwin put up his hand, "Cheecher!Cheecher! What is terpelanting?"Wahlau! Cannot tahan already. Nabey! So Funny! Next Edwin put up his hand again, "Cheecher! Cheecher! I urgent!" The whole bus laugh sia!! Kak Hannah stil kept her cool as a teacher. "You got plastic?" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! FUCKING SHIT!!! SHE'S SO FUNNYYYYYY!!!Man...Love werking..Love rhyming..Where's my bestfriend JOANNA JOHAN..what is happening? Wad the hell has beem happening? Where's my bestfriend? I miss her..and i miss me too.
07:18
