mizzhaily

goes

Red

and

ALiVe

i turn my back to alot of things


yeap i turn my back to alot of things lately
...
when i was about 14yrs old when Saiful died, i swore to myself something seemingly tragic and i still keep that little 'something'
no one except me and Allah knows what i swore myself to
...
when my family starts falling to pieces
i told to myself that i will study real hard, get a good job, pull my parents out of misery and let them live in luxury..
the driving passion is still in me now
i swore to myself that i will never dissappoint them in any way
and i hate myself if that ever happens
...
3 years ago, i stopped believing in promises
until now...
i snapped at anyone who tries to promise me anything
and I NEVER..yes NEVER promise anyone
...
all my life,
i only trust one person
that one person passed a year ago
from then on, i never trusted anyone
im never ever going to believe in anyone anymore
i dont know who to trust either
so to hell with that
.
.
.
and
i think
i dont want to get married
i did my goal map
i dont even haf time for marriage
who the fuck cares about marriage anyways
i just want to travel around the world
fuck school
knowledge beyond the boundaries of school compounds and textbooks or even being stuck in your own country, are far more powerful than just some qualification papers
FUCK DIPLOMAS
FUCK DEGREES
FUCK PHDS
and
FUCK MATRIMONIES

i want to travel
and die travelling
...
ah shucks!
the first week of my hols i've been busy doing my assignments
the 2nd week i've been out of the country
now is the 3rd week...i shouldnt be sitting on my ass all week
i need to do some shit ass-kicking design!!
time to work!
time to work!
BAAAAAHHHHH!!!!


01:16

BURN



i found this video from youtube
well the guy looks like a total jackass
but
he can sing..hah..he has a nice voice tho
heh!
im back from bintan
and
it was great fun
there are a few people i've been thinkin about who i dont want to think about while i was there
but my sisters keep my mind off things
so its cool
and this vid...put a smile on my face
...
dental assistant=hard work
i swear i stop doing labworks
because of the high demand in sterility shit
why do i take dental instead of the normal clinic???
GAAAHH...
im in trouble
...
i went for a swim with my eldest sis yesterday
today,im going for another swim
i have terrible shoulder aches that never go away
i need somebody to massage my shoulders
and
im becoming tanner
from the beach swims in Bintan
and the swim yesterday
and im going swimming today
i should go dark like *ahem* soon
...
where is Fifie??!
im missing that belo guy oredi
asyik keeeeeejjjjeeeee ajeR
pegi kahwin suda la mamat!

haha..

whoever he's married to,
must be a really lucky gal
and
when that happens
im going to be reeeeallly jealous
hehe!


11:03

you're history

this time its for real
the last appointment is in October
wohoooo!!
cant wait to be freeeeeeee again
i haf my very own personal happy therapy
and that is no other den Ms. SITI SABARIAH BINTE NORMAN
whahahahahahaha
eh amacam fadzullah u gay fuck
aku pon letak full name sab
lu mau gadoh tak
whakakkakaka
meeting her is like so the gerek la shit
amacams sabby? mau meet lagik tak????
next week!!
we dont haf to watch rush hour 3 to dose ourselves with laughter
hehe
...
oh btw, you are history
though u are really mean
i thank you for being such an asshole
i haf nvr trusted anyone in my life
and thanks for confirming my instinct
i could never be more wrong
coz I AM SO DARN RIGHT
ha!
this song is so for you



and yes, i will always love you
asshole

Kenangan Terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku... Kau lah cinta sejati
Ooh...
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Ooh...

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22:18

<3 <3

i had a lunch date with him
and
a cuddle treat with his super life size teddy bear

sigh...
im so in love with him...
hmmm...
hehehhehe
wakhakhakhakhaaaa..

oops..
sorry!

haiz.....................................~!@#$$T&^%*(&)


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