mizzhaily

goes

Red

and

ALiVe

i dont get it

i stared for a couple of minutes into this blank space to point out a human error when i, myself is human
human with feelings
and
error
with all due respect
latest new about some pope critisizing Phophet Muhammad s.a.w.
was really agitating
i dun need to know what he'd said
but
the word
'CRITISIZE'
was enough to exude
more than angst in me
though
i am not a diligent Muslim
but still
i am so ever proud to be one
knowing
i will recreate my paths
towards Islam
it takes more than respect to be loyal to your own religion
AND
cooperate with other religion
even though some views are different from others
its best to keep your damn mouth shut
fuck it about the free world man like i said we're only humans
we make mistakes
and some things are better not said
calling yourself holy
only to open your mouth in the end to cover up your actions
saying shit about regardless of religion,
we must work together?
i hear no apology to that crap speech
and how can those people just clap their hands?
if only i hear an apology,
then all will be forgiven
or
may ___________________
no intention tended.
just curious,
with all those nice outfits you always wear,
how much does the government pay you, sir?

07:08

sab is special

yea..
she's special to me
cant forget the times we've been thru together
since sec sch
she's always been thr for me
well..

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on my birthday and my mom bake a birthday cake for me, Sab was there

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went to chocolatte

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some fun outing..haha

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we went for a movie outing with the guys

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some sentosa trip..

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didnt i tell you i love her?
yea
i love her loads!


ps: FINALLY! Photobucket saves my ass.

16:00

Hurt..


You aint crying but your heart's bleeding..
ever feel dat way? Sometimes its just hard
to let go
and
the tears just wont spill
things are bottled up inside
and
the heart just
bleed and bleed
until
time heals..
running away from it may never be a solution
but
sometimes
somethings
are better left unsaid..

Peace.

04:24

AND YET ANOTHER FUN DAY

and so another day wif Felix, Wan and Sabby. im act very lazy to write about our day so...im just gonna post some pics and do less talking...
let the pictures do the talking..


we cant get to the other side of the door..so we snap away..



how can he look so good with girls like me and sabby around??!! HAHAKS!



this time its 2 guys and a girl at the esplanade rooftop.



YES IT'S ALL MEMEMEMEMEMEME!



then..we go crazy






and we're suppose to act serious..uhhh..
WITH an attitude
but Faliq didnt get it



our 2nd shot of 'LU SAPA' attitude
turns out so wrong
as......
WE REALIZE
dis Faliq is NEVER serious





sab got alcohol/shesha-free high



im smiling.....




but i, in hell dont know wads happening...


HOLY DIVERS! wakakakakakaka!!!




and the day ends



i have more pics
but
i cant fucking upload anymore
because....
i dont know why
fucking blogger gets on my nerves sometimes
will update more soon
.....
our next trip before the month of Ramadhan...
JENG!JENG!JENG!
SENTOSA TRIP!!!!

and i dunno why the fuck the pics turn out big and small
or
why the bloody hell the layout of this entry suck
just click on the images to see a clearer pic
man...

00:54

mommy in HATJAI now

my one and only dearest mom is at Hatjai (its in Thailand..hehe..i didnt know where it was too..haha!) on a holiday with her siblings now
and
i miss her loads
am counting the days till she comes home
and safe here with me
cant wait for HER arrival

16:00

im their loyal fren




we care we share,
originally uploaded by
Sadistic SuLaiHy.

proudly presenting to you my frens
from left: Dali, Wan, Sab and Guy


the people who backs me up
the people who understands me
the people who watch my back
the people who i had fun, joy, laughter and tears
we're happy together
and they haf gained
MY lifetime fren policy

AND NOT FORGETTING...



you wait uh felix...until i meet you..i cant wait to get my fingers curled up your neck and squeeze it tight and shake you real hard..

YOU'RE STILL A FRIEND INDEED! ALWAYS!


13:24

we care we share

i hate the title..
i dont know how that phrase ever come about
or if the person who originates it meant it well...
...
or in a dirty way..
anyway,
i use it for a good cause
though my blog hasnt had the most reader
i had my days in this blog
days when some random bloghopper just hop in here and pretends to be someoneelse who is interested in my entries
and tryna be nice
and this same person dissed me about how i look or how he thinks that i think i should look like
how i know its the same two person?
he put two different names, actually three as at first he came in interested to know about thegirlwhoshallnotbenamed
twice he came back dissing me about my looks
the thing about internet is that nothing is discreet
I.P. addresses is one way i found out about some guy whom i dont know and who otherwise dont know me either
well i dont get this very often
and i freakin doesnt bother
so..
i banned his I.P. address
he just has to find some other people's internet connection to keep dissin me
till then
to him
thanks for reading my entries
i know im not presumely pretty or gorgeous or whatsoever
but
dont be a judge of that
i know where i stand
and
i have never
call anyone ugly
not anyone other than me
i am
in no position
to judge Allah's creativity
so your critic doesnt lay any effect on me
and
your critic
WILL NOT
be the diminishing effect of my morale
or my self-esteem
it doesnt work that way
you gotta do better than that
...
and for my friends
who have been watchin my back
my loyal blog reader
who defended me
thanks
...
for the people who stays/stick with you are the people who cares
remember that
i do
because..
i have really great friends who really sticks with me
no matter what
they helped me go thru
a hardship
and understands me
and
still stays with me
and
i love them all

11:31

online shop

ouhkay, im addicted to online shopping.
like crazy.
am spending 100 over $$$ for some unique earrings and clothes this month only.
heh.
will indulge more stuffs next month.
esp. those nice dresses from Japan. heh!
and those unique and cute accessories are adorable and irressistable to look at.
just had to buy.
so far, i've bought..

and i've got these too!


and these...im getting in my mail verrry soooon!! hehe!



yes, im getting all three apparels above!

and try telling me that im not an online addict.
this is crazy.i dont know..their stuffs are just crazy.very pretty la and you cant find them anywhere in Singapore...i hope.

fifie is away on reservist for 3weeks to Taiwan or whatever.
so...
everytime i got bored,
i indulge in online shopping
so...
im getting these dresses at the end of Sept.


23:00

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ghair
neko
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gary
kay lovey
jeanee
GL
bruno
sab
ken Z
minhua
nad
yunwei
darren
WDFU2
restroom


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fay's cute Collections
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studiofrost
levala
wardrobe54


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