mizzhaily

goes

Red

and

ALiVe

Goodbye



A person death could breakdown the strongest barrier, A person death could bring so much emotion
The flame in me left has died
The hopes i had has gone
everything i wished for, this one is the wish i never get that truely heartbreaking for me
i had wish one night,
before i went to bed
that i would want to die first before my grandma do
and at dat nite,
at the foot of my bed
Allah sent me light
a message
or i thought it would be
that
my wish wasnt possible.
i didnt knoe wad the light meant then
but i tink i knoe it now
that
Allah
had planned otherwise
my wish is not His command
He loved her more than me
and that he wanted to take her back first
Allah Is Great
I had always miss my grandma
even if she's still alive
i knew if i miss her,i get to see her
i still miss her
and i will never get to see her again
it pains
my tears are never enough
the sky has broke open on this day and bring rain
Heaven is crying for me
it hurts
i will always love her
but i will never be able to hug and kiss her to show her that i love her
again and again
werds can never describe how i feel
it still unbelievable
to know that she's gone
i lost the person i love most
i lost everything i own
never would i knoe
the worst day of my life would be the day i feared the most, is to know my grandmother just passed.
I love you, nyayi.
Goodbye.

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