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war of the body organs
fats: help! help! we wanna leave her body! burn us! burn us!legs: shut up alright! im tryin my best to make her run! stupid fats! why are u here in the first place anyway?fats: we have no idea that this isnt the body to live in.muscle: sue!! where are u? what are these tissues doing on top of us?fats: its us! fats!muscle: FATS?? the fuck! get off me! QUICK!! get out! get out! get out!legs: come on sue..when are you getting up frm bed..run run run run!heart: ENERGETIC! SYSTEMATIC! SO ACTIVE! PUMP! PUMP! PUMP! more blood to go around lotsa oxygen to give out. what's the matter?muscle: what do u think?! (to fats:) HEY! STOP CLINGING ONTO ME!sue: YAAAWWNN!!! (looks ard) argh damn the room needs some cleanin' up to do..urgh damn im hungry..stomach: no..no..no..stop feedin me..i cant take it..legs: CLEAN THE FUCKIN' DAMN ROOM AND START RUNNIN' FUCKER!sue: (looks at her watch) GEE..its afternoon already? heh..i'll clean the room first..maybe go for a run in the evening..hmm..legs: WHAT? EVENING? TOO LONG! TOO LONG! sue! do u remember how good it feels to have that short 20min walk?!! the feeling of pure freshness we get to taste! think of how nice we'll feel wen U START RUNNING NOW!!skin: HEY! fuck u! give the skin a break alright?the afternoon sun is unbearable.the heat will give the girl skin cancer.let her run in the evening ok? or she'll never be able to run again. u get me?!heart: (mumbles) i thought she liked tanned skin..skin: she like the colour of her skin NOW not tanner..u want her to get cancer?in unison: NO!brain: then give her a break dammit.GIVE ME A BREAK.she's thinkin......Sial la..i have issues wif myself..fuck it..i'll run in the evening..haiz..
14:05
Trust Is A Lie
so the title says...all i want from u is to b honest.n nothin else.u might not wanna tell me ur problems.or whether u broke up wif ur boyfren.or haf u found a new boyfren.or that u're just sick of me at ur sight.watever.i dun give a fuck anymore.all i want.is for u to be fuckin' honest wif me.i haf nvr been unfair to u.i would in evry power i haf to make u happy.why cant u see dat?
evrytime i hear somethin new frm other ppl's mouth abt u breakin' up wif ur current boyfren,i juz haf to smile n snort.thinkin,"oh hey, i've always been left out.so wad the fuck?" u broke up wif ur exes,i've nvr been the first to noe.u had a new one.i either guessed it right or i got it frm someone else.tellin' me isnt necessary.yeah.dats cool.u noe im juz wonderin wad u took me for?oh yea.i told u before umm...wad did i ask u? "nvr to do dat again" u rmbr? oh u dont? mayb u do.so the plead fall on deaf ears.great. i can handle that.im a bitch.who posses no feelings?so wad im insensitive.indirectly u are too.to me.u can ditch me n juz leave me in the dark again.and again.and again.and again.and again.im fine wif it.at first.but after a while, it rubbed me in.i've started to ponder if its me who is the problem.my heart is solidifyin.
u see.its not abt how many boyfrens u ditched to cling to a newer guy.its not abt u tellin me evry little things.i dun need dat.for u to LIE to me is the worst thing i ever expected frm u.i am not a guy.i am not ur boyfren.i am not a stalker.well excuse me.if u dun wanna go somewhere wif me u juz haf to fuckin' hell tell me,fucker. dammit.u wanna go somewhere u've planned wif some other ppl.im fine wif it! i dun care.i would understand.fuck it.LYING TO ME IS JUST SO NOT A GOOD IDEA.u wanna noe why? u're a terrible liar.u're gettin better at it but u still suck at lying.let me tell u diz: Liars need to werk on the things they've said. who am i to u is the question u need to ask urself.the question i haf asked myself many times before.i knoe who i tink u are to me and i hope it will stay that way.
ok.u called for someonelse for help.u went to ur ex-boyfren to cry ur eyes out.u look for other ppl wen u haf the problem.so im juz...uh..who again to u?i cant get diz right.really.u went out wif a person u nvr told me abt.like meet him more frequent than me or ur boyfren.who is diz guy?seriously.im not jealous.the clinche honesty is the best policy DO APPLY to the both of us.it bothers me so much dat u nvr been really honest wif me.u dun trust me.so u lied to me.im not being difficult.or overzealous.but let me be honest wif u.i hate being treated like an xtra fren to u only to be labelled as........................
hey,i still love u.n i noe u care for me.i do too.but there's nvr a reason y i shud.u haf alot of frens.who cared for u.alot.but u dun noe i cared for u.to the extent that nobody would b able to reach.not even ur boyfren.
u dun noe how much i wanted to b invisible than i already am.
im givin up.
i love you.
00:51
hello tracks.hello pool.goodbye fats.
both fans at my werkplace locker rm had finally commited suicide.nobody.cud stand the ultimate heat in there.so after werk i removed my shirt (mind u.i had my spags on)to find my collegues gawked at my shoulders.they say i haf nice. BIG. toned. muscular pair of shoulders.though it WAS a nice compliment, i wasnt totally flattered wif the verb BIG.its bigger than big.its huge.cant wear a lot of nice clothes.coz it makes me look like a hanger instead.now u noe y i always wear t-shirts n sportswear instead of nice feminine clothings.huh.den one of em says,"No wonder u look fat.u haf sporty muscular body!" usually,wif my spike tongue,i mite b able to turn things ard.but diz time.i had nothing to say.they say FAT.time to hit the tracks and start exercising.FURIOUSLY.run miles.swim laps.run.swim.run.swim.run.run.run.and more runs.skip.push-ups.sit-ups.watever.juz TO GET MY BODY BACK!i hate goin' gyms.they make my skin crawl.wif all the sweat.but fuck.im followin' Pre to the treadmills.I.FEEL.FAT.AND.BITCHY.went for a good 20 min walk back and forth from my house to Bangkit to meet Kumaran to pass some papers.and it feels good and refreshin'.my legs are dyin' for a run.tracks will love me.they usually do.always.ok for the 1st time,i actually joined something for the class in NYP.inter-class captain ball competition.i was pretty competitive so i made Nad asked the class for a last min trainin'.i was pretty confident we WILL get a medal.with diz current class im in.i wasnt if im in 05.haha.no hard feelings.i was hoping for at least 2nd.but we got defeated by a goal in a death match.we got 3rd by walkover.and im even MORE proud.why?we develop team spirit along the way to make me realize how important it is den winning.thanks to ARDEN for the name FEFE.now evryone calls us FEFE.Jun Cheng, thanks for the nice honour of giving me to rip open the new shirt u borrowed me.i am going to return to u as how i opened it.except that i cant attach the tag back.hehe.its a nice number 7.im glad its not EVEN NUMBER.Camillus, you were really great.REALLY.u were so good on court.defendin' shit n all.Nad n Soek.u girls are the bomb.great playin' on court.u girls haf nice defence.being obssesive to the ball n shit.Wei hong,thanks for being in the team.we need u.n always will.coz u're good.no.u're AWESOME player.really.we depended on u ALOT.u nvr let us dwn.YOU WERE FANTASTIC. Arden,u're the best shit i ever met.though u're the heck care kind.u suck.no.im juz kiddin'.like wei hong, u did tremendously well.even wif ur flu n blocked nose.evryone IS SO PROUD OF U.you n wei hong are the two best players on court.CLEEMMEEENNTT!!!YOU'RE THE BESTEST OF ALL.you got the ball wen possible n did ur best!WE ALL LOVE YOU.u ease our anger by sayin' we did a great job wen we knoe we're careless.by sayin' we gave a nice throw even though we knew we overestimated ur height.u're the best player on court.Chris!you're a tall lives-saver.the basketball players arent able to intercept our ball to u wif a height like dat on a chair!u were GREEAATTT!Dian yan thanks for being there wen we needed u.u're good too n u always bring the ball forward.really cool person.Rayson,Dom and Yam Meng.you three.THANKS ALOT for retrieving my precious ball back frm camp.i shall not say that the doodoos who kicked the ball off court to AN ARMY CAMP WERE FROM CPT MAMAT KENTAL BO-LYCHEE.oops..shit,dat shouldnt come out.u guys, i cant help feelin' guilty that u guys haf to get it for me.i love u all.Elicia and Eeren, u two are the best cheerleaders of all! u support us all the way and u two were the greatest ppl on earth.You two makes us feel better by the sidelines wen we were beaten by the 03.The rest of you..YOU GUYS ROCK! The Fefe chant is makin' us win.LOVE YA'LL.TO Bruno and the two basketball players,u guys are really cute.but tryna exude your charms durin' throw-in so that i would b weak in the knees n lose concentration,its really flatterin' but try harder nxt time i meet ya, guys, IT NEVER WORK.give me a break.heck.diz is a long one.i shall now hit the sack.got werk ltr @ 1700hrs.shit.itchin' to haf a swim.n a run.but i shall now sleep.n not tire myself out.oh btw,felix.if u nd help in maths,bio or chem, gimme a call.alrighty?
07:26
FUCK TO ALL LIARS
i fuckin' hate liars.liars are fuckers.esp wen liars are someone u r close to.fuck sial.i dunno.AKU NIE DA JADI BAHAN KEBODOHAN.i feel stupid.idiotic.used.shit man.nvr shud haf trusted anyone.am i a charity case.whr feelings can b played.i noe u're tired.so am i.im doubly tired.mentally n physically.at least u had fun.whr is fun werkin n skoolin,huh?i noe u're broke.fuck it.money isnt a problem.i am scrimpin' too,fuck.swim with me.u're tired.fine.u're broke.fine.dun force urself.rest.but.u went somewhere to party.or go gig.or izzit baybeat?ooh..u took a taxi there too huh?cool la.watever.i juz got my tip money.i had to exhaust it all on her.bcoz of u.motherfucker.u borrowed her money.n nvr return.she's dry broke.she broke down.it broke my fucked up heart.really.u told her u're gonna pay her asap.LIAR.u lyin SLUT.u bitch.wad kind of a motherfuckin' sister are u?y nvr fuckin' pick up the phone?damn it.i got no cash left.only enough ezlink money for a bus ride to werk?u wan me to starve?i had backup.went to fuckin bank to withdraw cash TO PAY FOR THE FUCKING COMPUTER. $124. PAY FOR SCHOOL FEES. $377.PAY FOR EZLINK $19 (registration)+$45(concession)=$64.PAY FOR MY HP BILL.$42.u do the math.y do i have to carry so many responsibilities at my age?can i juz have fun?CANT I? stoopid 2nd sister i haf.bitch.went for a swim ALONE.killed 5 laps.tired.like fuck.grabbed 20laps effortlessly wen i was a primary skool swimmer.now.3 laps JUZ killed me.will swim again soon.will swin 7 laps nxt time.slowly increase ar.i wanna posses my perfectly fit body i used to have.GREAT.who wanna join me?P.S.: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.FUCK.
03:21
fuckin' pissed
just witnessed an accident just now.it was horrible.though its not fatal.but witnessin shit is totally despicable.fuck it.a fuckin cab juz cut through an oncoming rider juz to get a passenger.fuckin' taxi driver.all taxi drivers ought to be fuckin die!the incident juz brought back the memories of my late cousin, FAZLIE.it was a shockin sight.i couldnt move.i was jammed.i was in total shock.i couldnt speak.i remember dearest Fazlie.i rmbr his face.his dead face.and his bike.fuckin' driver tried to run.the bouncer took out their handphone to take e licence plate number.fuckin stupid cab driver was scared.threw all notions of runnin' away. FUCK HIM.MOTHERFUCKER.ASSHOLE.it was terrible.then i broke down.with Fazlie constantly in my head.could not take it.FUCKIN' CAB DRIVER'S FAULT.MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SAFETY??WE SAW IT.WITH OUR OWN EYES.YOU FUCKIN CUT THROUGH THE RIDER'S LANE.YOU HIT HIM.FUCKER.HE WAS THROWN TO THE GROUND.FUCK YOU TAXI DRIVERS.THANK GOD MY FATHER AINT A TAXI DRIVER NO MORE.OR ELSE I COULDNT FUCK YOU ALL UP.DESPERATE TAXI DRIVER SHOULD ALL FUCKIN' DIE.MOTHERFUCKERS.dearest rider,you are blessed.that u are safe and alive.though you have injuries, be happy that u are blessed.you have so many witnesses going against that fuckin idiotic nabey-chibai anak sundal kepala buto punye taxi driver.we are all on ur side.u r lucky u haf witnes.my cousin died alone.no witness.i noe my cousin died not because of reckless ridin.i noe a fuckin' taxi hit him.fuck all taxi drivers.i pray upon Allah.that u'll never die alone.nor will u ever on the road.hope diz accident u'll leave unshaken.and hope.that ur hospital bill shoot up high.then the stoopid driver and to scrimp n save to feed his own mouth and for ur hospital bill.too bad for him.he's an asshole.for he who didnt apply for insurance.is a bonus.how evil.to the government,surveys have shown.the highest number of accident occur are taxis.SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU EXPANDING TAXI QUANTITIES,HUH?! EH, WHY ARE THERE SILVER CAB, GREEN SMRT, LONDON MALAYSIA INDONESIA OR WHATEVER COUNTRY IT ORIGINATES FROM LAh!so many cabs for what.taxi drivers are so stoopid.how to b on the road.cut down can?why would u want to expand when the cause of most accidents are from fuckin' hell taxi drivers la, fuck.AND SAB.DONT YOU DARE TAKE DRUGS.EVEN IF IT MAKES YOU HYPER.FUCK YOU IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING ILLEGAL.LOVE YOU LOADS.AND JO,THIS APPLIES TO YOU TOO.LOVE YOU TOO.THANKS YOUS.
05:53
Rythmn and Rhyme - When I Know I Die Before You Do
when i knoe i die before you, momi keep washin the dirty dishes n laundriesi water the plants and ur treesand buy u lotsa clothes, for u, i wud seizei'd do anything for u at the leastas you'd done enough for me these long yearsof all ur hopes and your fearsu've brought me up with ur laughs n tearsits time for u to give up the battlen gain the worth of ur luxuryb happy with the remains of ur familycoz wen im gone, a burden is lifted from ur patient heart.when i knoe i die before you, Dadi wud give up my workaholic obsessioni wud willingly give you my confessioni love you, dad, i am nvr able to communicate wif u muchi miss u wif suchthat i might nvr b able to see for for the last timethough i hope i donot seeing you all the time is a crimecoz when im gone, i wont b able to make u proudand when im gone, a burden is lifted from ur two powerful shoulders.when i knoe i die before you, dearesti'll personally tell my feelings to the clearesti wud conquer the wonders that im fearestand i'll find the magic to clear all the cursesi'll pray upon the peace to all the loversmake the world a living doverthe mistakes i've made, i'll hoverand the tables will be turned overand change the problem-solverrhyme wreckers are wackersfuckers rackass the assessluts will rut over lonenessfondness bosses innocent missuslove n kisses warmth the restlesshate n puches worth nothingnessso let the rhythmn n rhyme vibes the happinessfor mizzhaily will not die in loneliness
23:31
I WANT TO SLEEP.GRANT ME THE TIME.
Fuck to my brother for waking me up so early in the morning to get a shoe bag.fuck u asshole.bitch.now i cant go back to sleep.and i haf to go werk ltr.bloody chibai. fuck to him too for being rude to mom.JANGAN AKU DENGAR LAGI MAK COMPLAIN KAT AKU YANG KAU DAH MENJAWAB KAT DIER EH!DIER COMPLAIN LAGI,SIAP KAU!FUCK! Hate it wen mom is hurt.She's so hurtful all over her.KEPALA BUTO.AKU DA MENGANTOK TAPI TAK BLE TDO.MUSIBAT TOL.JANGAN KEJOT AKU LAGI PUKI! NAK SHOEBAG MINTAK AKU SBLOM AKU TIDO BUTO!i got a rhyme comin' up but i dun haf the mood to type it down.im pissed.fuckin' pissed.I WANNA JUZ FUCKIN' SLEEP BITCH!AARRRGGHHHH!!!I'LL POST THE RHYME WEN I HAF THE MOOD.BLOODY HELL.
09:51
waddup ya'll
the bar is not cleanedits stickydisgustingand im busyfuck it.was busy doin drinks in the bar when Jo and Syed came over. Jo wants her black shoes back from some production for school. couldnt find the time to take the shoes to her.it was ongoin orders.no time.sorry to make u wait, Jo n Syed. hows my bartendin' skills?impressive?ha.realli shagged frm Square 0 to Square infinity.watever.miss Sab alot.n Jo.n Farhan Sam.where r u?e fact that i am werkin 6 days a week.i jz dunno.am i able to cope wif it?n skool n all.fuck man.im screwed.mite as well nt skool.fuck skool la.hate a girl werkin in pre rouge. IRRITATION.dear frens,everytime u asked me out.n i cant.coz of werk.im sorry.i haf to bust my ass.to earn more money for myself.n for a thief at home.gotta haf some cash for diz particular thief to steal la.haha.lalalaim really sorry that i usually cancel plans coz im either tired,sleepin or werkin.fuck mizzhaily.got no other xcuse.WERKWERKWERKWERKWERK! tak habis2.shit.wanna take bike lessons diz cumin dunno how many weeks.NO TIME LA.netball training start oredi sial.muz toned up my muscle.get the fitness i haf b4 wen i was in sec skool.was realli fit.how e hell did i do?SLACK BIG TIME.HUGE.lalalalalak la..KL pics + others at the links down there: titled "pictorials" click on that link will bring u elsewhere in wonderland.wtf??!!
03:27
fuck to all migrant frens
to Jon:- you didnt call me on ur bday.or my bday.or nvr call me at all.nvr cum back to singapore.u ignore me.u haf became an aussie assed dickhead.bitch.u sombong fucker.fuck to you.to eddie:-peace.u rich canadian PR.told me u're cumin back durin the june hols.but nvr did.hate keepin believin u.asshole.will take ur clever brain and stuck it up ur ass.all of the ass.fuck to you too.to johan:-american-to-be soccer player.i love ur brother dearly.now he's dead.u left me bhind.to heal my scar.alone.totaly.thx ar.realli appreciate it.i understand.how u might haf felt.the day he died.i felt it too.i cant imagine yours to b worse.im so sorry.once again.but damn.why did u call me wen i least expected it?fuck u for makin me so happy.i was depressed until the phone rang to find out that u called me that morning.i was a nice surprise.i love u.to me:-fuck u mizzhaily.u haf dcided to migrate.the whole family will follow u.not u follow them.u r the drive.fuck u for decidin to leave ur frens bhind.its a difficult decision.becoz u love ur frens.esp PSST..PHAMILY a.........nd ROUGE family.
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