i cannot believe that school will start in less than 2 weeks.fuck school la.i dun bother to censor all the fucks anymore.though i thought i should. juz for the fastin month.want to cover-up for wad sial.anyway,thinkin abt school makes me puke damn it.
"you dont know how sick you make me
you make me fuckin sick to my stomach
just because i think of school i puke!"
school wasnt use to be that bad in secondary school.its the people in my course la who makes me sick all the time.these assholes are all driving me crazy.im losing interest in my course.im just forcing myself to get my ass back on track.i so hate mixing around with the people in poly.so to say,im better off alone.YOU BETTER FUCKIN LEAVE ME AS I AM : ALONE. OR I'M GONNA FUCKIN KILL YOU.if i have the licence to kill.i would.maybe verbal assault will make you fuck off.
workin is a BLAST.or should i say BLAST. man..me and Wana had become corny dance partners to the DJ's records in Rouge.our dance acts were really...you know...funny that the customers were entertained.they said we were cute.haha.
and i also (guilty!) am one of the evil assasins to burning people's pants.i didnt know that burning our own collegues' pants would be a load of fun!muahahahaha!!
i had two very playful managers which adds up to the craziness of Rouge family.
i really had fun werking.werking @ Rouge is the place that i could really be myself. nobody in NYP knows how playful and loud i am,man..im so totally crazy when im not in school and if i am goin to stay in school much longer.im just gonna lose it.really.if only school is this fun, i wouldnt be so stress and i wouldnt have any feelings of just jumping down the goddamn building whenever i get to the 7th floor.URGH! i hate fuckin school.
Me and Raff were being playful in the bus.Kak Hannah, Raff's aunt, was sitting in between us when we were "mushy-talking."
"Raff,you dont love me anymore izzit?"
"Of course i do love you!"
"Then why you sit so far away from me..."
"Even if I'm sitting right here my love is still there with you."
"Liar.I dont wanna love you anymore."
"My heart is right there with you no matter how far I am from you."
Throughout this conversation, Raff's aunt were laughin non-stop at our pointless verbal exchange.some people are just being extra cheeky.and im just being a sport.no harm joking rite?
Halloween is coming.though i have never celebrated this day before,the past year i have been werkin in this same company has forcefully made me dress up for this occasion.last year,i dressed up as Wednesday in the Addam's family.this year,with no money to spare,i wanted to dress up like really Gothic.it's all in the make-up.GOTH.then search in the closet to find anything gothic to wear.or else...SABBY!!! I NEED YOUR HELP!!!
