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Life Hater
its isnt easy to get to this course im in.im not smart.or intelligent.i just werk hard.to get to this point.it isnt easy to keep up with these driven bunch.i got not much strength left to hold on.how am i going to cope with this.why do i haf to werk my butt off to something i dont intend to live with?whoa sue is going to be a future scientist.just because im forcefully pushed into this goddamn science field doesnt mean i am bringing this to my future.as if.im just not interested.im stuck.in this place.oh man.you people expect too much from me.my brain can go as much as it could.damn you.i hate the course.im not interested.im forcing myself.im pretending.i hate my class.they're those people who think they are cool.please.nobody is.you think you're the clown and you're funny.huh.think again.you're as bad as a lamer.and mr.nice guy think he's so great?fuck with your gentle giant facade and kiss my ass.asshole.with people in this shittish place practically push me around just to get to a group of their choice.isnt it fair that i got with the leftovers?or im one of those leftovers without any group and happens to be the last few.FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!fucking bitch thinks she's so pretty with all the crappy dress ups.why bother with dressing up when you're just going to school.you had always left me hanging behing.funny.i shouldnt help you when u need my help.i've learnt.to ignore you.you're not pretty at all.i hate your fashion sense with stupid fashion accessories.and.you're fat.please have some decency to cover yourself up.i cant take it anymore.i wanna scream.you lecturers just fucking leave me ALONE.all i need is to be fucking alone.just fucking ignore me!you get it?i dont want to be disturbed.WILL YOU JUST LET ME PICK MYSELF UP?i dont want you to call me up.i dont fucking want you to complain that im just plain rude.to complain to somebody WHO DONT EVEN KNOW ME.fuck it.you dont even know me.fucking lecturers.you dont even know me.WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY THAT IM RUDE BY JUST ONE FUCKING FUCKED UP PHONE CALL?i am pissed.i dont know how much i could hold onto this.i dont think i could bother.i dont wanna think so much.i just hate the environment in school.DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE YOU SYMPATHIZE ME OR WHATEVER SHIT YOU THINK ABOUT ME WHEN U SEE ME.I DONT NEED TO BE SYMPATHIZED.I HATE THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE.i hate the original look on your face anyway.this Sue girl works everyday.does she even haf time for school?she re-took 3 modules.what the hell is she thinking?how the did hell she even gets into this course?she is not fit to be here.she think she works at a club,she's so cool.this girl has no future.AT ALL.all these unnecessary vociferations.i dont wanna hear it.i really am at the edge of the cliff.2 things i could consider while im there.I could step back and quit.or.I could jump down the cliff.either way.I lose.or maybe i should just stand there and hang on.PUKIMAKKAUPEYLAKIANAKSUNDALJANTANSIALKEPALABUTOLANCAUCHIBAIKANINAWHOREBITCHBASTARDSLUTMOTHERFATHERGRANDMOTHERBROTHERSISTERGRANDFATHERAUNTYUNCLECOUSINFUCKERASSHOLEFAGGOT.ah kau! fuckin fat fuck fuckin piss with my life right now.and YOU.being with you wasnt easy.the only time i get to see you is at werk.WERK!what the hell.i am always busy.so you say.SUE ME that i am always fucking schooling! SUE ME for always werking!SCREW YOU! you're the one who is fucking werking all the time.and fuck it with your ex-gf.its over!im losing it.really.i've lost it.just lose it.i have issues with alot of people on alot of things.including myself.and felix,yeah you owe me and sab a date.im waiting.wan,kau nie memang RABAK.dali,I GIVE UP.ida,tell me the truth.i hate fucking liars.raff,time for you to reschedule and for us to RELOCATE.sab-you got my number,my address,my werkplace.you know where to find me.just give me a holler and i'll be there.love you always.man..
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