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he's away for the weekend...
...
somebody
IS JUST SO
CHEEKY
I HATE HIM!
GO AWAY LA
YOU...YOU...
PARASITE YOU!
leave me alone la
bLAAARdie hell
...
OH!OH!OH!OH!
playstation 3!!!!!!
i want!
i want!
cant wait for its release here!
it'll be the best companion beside my bedroom TV
and an upcoming DVD player that i'll be buying soon
care to buy me this as a gift???
hehe
i will love you!
HAHAHAHA!! nolar
kidding only...SO NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON!
i buy myself
den i will love me!
...
eh
im losing weight
drastically la
the weighing scale tipped off 2kg off my normal 50kg weight
if i lose another kilo,
i'll be hell underweight
can stop losing weight or not??
i dunwanna look like hell
people ard me are dieting
im not
but
i seem to be the one
to
lose
the weight
and
i just ate double choc chip cookies
from Famous Amos yesterday
and its not helping
I DUNWANNA BE SCRAWNY!!!

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The Burden
my family's financial burden is beating the hell out of my back
i took the reins on certain bills
hell i cant do it on my own
her ignorance in this family is backstabbing
her zero contribution to the family is killing me
and
im not about to turn my back on my Dad
and
so
i want her out
so badly
my family's problem,isnt a burden
SHE's the burden
...

The Turning Point
and really
i dun care about
your past
yes,wad you did was wrong
and no,i haf never questioned you before
i never had the right to
people learn from their mistakes
some people learn it the hard way
and i think
dats the best way of learning
bcoz
it leaves a scar that u would remember
for the rest of your life
and
its telling you
not to repeat the dirty past
this is the present
if you look at the scar now,
u see dat its healing
because u haf changed to what it takes to heal
and
it takes a lot of strength
to overcome what you've been through
what matters is now
what matters is the way you are now
when you smile,it just lights up the whole room
wad i've been through,
i just love to see you smile
all the time
...

The neighbour
he's moving out
yea
bcoz his mom wants to be nearer to the sister
or something
somewhere near Toa Payoh
or whatever
before i knew it, there are people viewing the apartment
they've been looking for a flat in TP for months
and
i was kept in the dark all along
good for me
padan muke aku
maybe they're moving out next month
wohoo
ape-ape la
...

The 2nd job
no i didnt get it
hahaha
i almost turn the interview into a fight
SOOOO FREAKIN RACIST
our coversation was heated
i was so sure i wouldnt be able to get it
once i see the look on her face
when I turn up
when i saw the look
i just want to scoff, turn around and leave
but i didnt
i sat down
gave her the smile
and was ready for a debate
"You're applying for part-time?"
"Yes, it says so in the application" (You blind??!)
"How long do you want to work as a part-timer here?"
"Oh! Im planning to work permanent part-time here" (Yeah right..once i finish paying for my laptop,i'll be gone)
"Are you studying?"
"Nope."
"If you're not studying, den why isnt full-time a choice?"
(because you're a sadass interviewer who is finding a reason to reject me) "Oh i actually have a part-time job at night so im looking for a daytime job here"
"does your company allows you to do that?"
"do what? im just a part-timer"
"some companies haf this policy that doesnt allow their staffs to work 2 part-time jobs at the same time"
(wad a load of bull!) "Why? im just doing part-time and there are people who werk day jobs in my place."
"so are you bilingual?"
(oh for fuck sake!) "Bilingual in what? English and Malay? yes i am"
"i meant English and Mandarin"
(oh yea..ninabeychochibai!) "Is that a necessity?"
"People comes here from different walks of life."
"and they all speak Mandarin??"
"some people can only speak Mandarin"
"oh people who are intellectually disable in common English is Mandarin speaking? I dont see your point for Chinese language to be a must in this."
"my point is..."
"your point is only chinese is applicable for this job? Now why didnt you just say so in the advertisement so i wouldnt waste my time here!"
"you'll be called in if you're shorlisted."
"oh dont bother."

oh yea...i was sarcastic ALL along

i just saw my future in this dump
its never gonna happen
im so fucking out of here

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