damaged
i had never wanted
to
put you in my plaque
of disgrace
things haf changed
hasnt it
US.
you werent brotherly like u used to anymore
and the way you put me down
was
hurtful
"DONT TELL ANYONE ESP. SUE!"
wad the fuck
how does it fucking feel that sentence wif your name in it is thrown back in ur fuck face?
is that how you embarrassed me behind my back?
and
you talked to me like i didnt find out wad u did
your hypocrisy is so fucking transparent
OOOHH I CANT BARELY SEE THROUGH YOU!
HOW NAIVE AND STUPID DO YOU THINK I AM?
fuck you for being such a jerk
you shithead!
-I dont spread shit rumours about people.Whatever comes to me, ends at me.-
and i fucking meant it
i tink its shit to go on spreading about people whom I THINK i trusted
but hey!
"DONT TELL ANYONE ESP. SUE!" crap is pissing me off!
people haf been asking me
where you were
and i resign the topic conversation
by saying "Oh! He's been working!"
pretending like there's nothing wrong
but YOU
ticks off the conversation by shrugging me off like a fucking piece of SHIT
and
you called me your........
im so not sorry for my unreasonable angst
for you wasnt wad i thought you should be
because i think I DESERVE BETTER
i dun need a big brother like you
i tink my REAL younger brother treats me better
to think about it,
i dun need your trust either
I STOP TRUSTING PEOPLE A LONG TIME AGO
so quit acting nice to me
ASSHOLE
...
oh yea
im werkin out
to tone back my muscle
and
flex em a lil bit more
so i could prepare them for swimming later
in my quest for going back to a sporty tomboy again
and
that quest pays a price: aches
my whole body is aching
i cant even straightened out my arms!
haha
...
ok bye
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