A Truce To Spread
I QUIT!I hate the aftermath
its super irritating
so i shall stay sober for now
or maybe
FOREVER.
ENOUGH
I think I should start taking
Sunday classes.
for my own sake.
i got out of control
under the influence of......
it hit me
that
im never going to be taken care of.
I
will
always
be
alone
...
4 schools.
1 interview.
2 sent documents
1 pending
if i didnt get any,
i really dont know what to say
...
oh ya..
anyway..
Partying at Bar None with the Rouge staff was the shit!
...
Fifie came down
just to send me
a box
of Frigor dark chocolate for Valentine's Day
I never really celebrate this stupid Day
but
it was so sweet of him la
i began
to miss
the late night talks
when we were neighbours
what he told me,
"Given the loyalties subjected by your status, its restrictive to relive history. Trust is an understatement and I shan't oblige."
I
nearly
cried
...
Eddie called.
from Canada
I
almost
choked
back
on
my
own
tears
sey...
when he joked and teased
on the phone,
i began to notice the familiarity
he hadnt changed a single bit
and
i realize
i miss him so much
...
I broke alot of nice people's heart
just to make
one person
ONE person
just ONE person happy.
Life is so unfair.
Labels: life is unfair
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