i turn my back to alot of things
yeap i turn my back to alot of things lately
...when i was about 14yrs old when Saiful died, i swore to myself something seemingly tragic and i still keep that little 'something'
no one except me and Allah knows what i swore myself to
...
when my family starts falling to pieces
i told to myself that i will study real hard, get a good job, pull my parents out of misery and let them live in luxury..
the driving passion is still in me now
i swore to myself that i will never dissappoint them in any way
and i hate myself if that ever happens
and i hate myself if that ever happens
...
3 years ago, i stopped believing in promises
until now...
i snapped at anyone who tries to promise me anything
and I NEVER..yes NEVER promise anyone
...
all my life,
i only trust one person
that one person passed a year ago
from then on, i never trusted anyone
im never ever going to believe in anyone anymore
i dont know who to trust either
so to hell with that
.
.
.
and
i think
i dont want to get married
i did my goal map
i dont even haf time for marriage
who the fuck cares about marriage anyways
i just want to travel around the world
fuck school
knowledge beyond the boundaries of school compounds and textbooks or even being stuck in your own country, are far more powerful than just some qualification papers
FUCK DIPLOMAS
FUCK DEGREES
FUCK PHDS
and
FUCK MATRIMONIES
i want to travel
and die travelling
...
ah shucks!
the first week of my hols i've been busy doing my assignments
the 2nd week i've been out of the country
now is the 3rd week...i shouldnt be sitting on my ass all week
i need to do some shit ass-kicking design!!
time to work!
time to work!
BAAAAAHHHHH!!!!
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