building castle in the air
I WANT to live in Manhattan work in a prestigious advertising firm and dress up no matter where i go even to just go down to the nearest convenience store for a ciggie or walk (and run) in high heels...EVERYDAY i'll have pancakes and orange juice for breakfast every weekend at the nearest cafe (that i regular) and read the day's paper a cup of starbucks coffee to-go on my way to work walk everyday to work best of all, own an apartment live in the 5th floor even in a building without an elevator and when i moved in i was disturbed by that neighbour on the guitar after days of putting up with the excruciating noise i decided to settle it with that whomever my neighbour is i will get out of my apartment (in frustration of course) and start banging on the door when he opens the door i was startled by how gorgeous he looks everything in me started to melt and i will start blushing and starts babbling about how great his music was only to add in a teeny-weenie voice that he should probably set his volume a little lower and keep saying he's really good and keep repeating it like a doofus love-sick moronic erratic idiot not knowing when to stop talking or how to... and then scraping my heels (yes even to just go fight next door) on the floor hoping that it'll bore a hole so i could just jump right in and get away from the embarrassment after all that i will be hoping that i will keep bumping into him since we only live next door and bake muffins, cookies or pies knock on his door again with all those bakeries giving him the I-think-I-bake-too-much-I-can't-finish-it-on-my-own crap just to see his face fuuucked up... i love the super high-end fast paced life in NYC i wanna go there can i just not want to study in Australia and go NYC instead? fuuucked up... i hate people who are BORN rich they're a bunch of CBs they dont have time to just dream they want it they got it in an instant fuuucked up ... when are you both getting married huh? you're both so in my way all the time now its PISSING ME OFF so the rimas get awwaaaay FASTER fuuucked upand yes...
im still tired of blogging
fuuucked up
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